Agony

I really not understand,why everything became like this??
Wasn't my fault?
Maybe 'cow' was right,all of this was just a misunderstand among us..
I feel irritated and agonized,I don't know what can I do now.
Quarrel with  xw for 2 days because of this matter.
I'm sorry.Imma be weary of this.
I hate this kind of life.
I'm just lost in this moment,I can't figure it out.
Just hope that, I can bring it down ~

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